I thought I was overcoming the depression, but it is still sneaking in here and there and affecting my every-day life. I dont want to leave the house, I have no energy. I want this to go away - I want to feel alive again. A part of me died when he did, but I dont want to stay dead forever... I can sleep for days and still feel unrested. I cant stand it anymore. On an antidepressant yet still depressed...and it comes and goes, but when it comes - it take over my whole being. I dont want it to anymore. I want my life back.
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