My Dad passed away Dec. 13,2007 from a massive heart attack. I'm so lost and don't know how to handle it. I wanna cry all the time. The only thing that keeps me going is taking care of my 3 yr old sister. Who doesn't know he passed and when she asks about him it kills me. I miss him so much. I have so many regets and am so guilty. Night time is the worst for me. I get so scared. I had my boyfriend to talk to before but we are having problems. I just don't know what to do anymore.
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