i feel like I'm losing my mind.. i lost my coworker/ friend on july 12 2009 and the i lost my beloved niece on august 12 2009.. now im moving in 2 weeks! I'm gonna be staying with a friend for almost 2 months so i can finish the semester.. then move up with my family.. i cant even begin to explain how i feel.. i feel so confused and frozen.. i just don't know what to do god i want to take the blade and drag it down my arm so bad!
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