I miss my mom so much, I think it is to the point that I am making too much of this. It has been a year since she died, and it still hurts more than I can even tell anyone, I feel so alone and so lost. I feel like I will never be happy. I have been on meds, been seeing someone, gone through everything that can be sugested, and it is to the point that suicide is crossing my mind again. I can't help it,. I just miss her so much and I don't know what to do anymore.
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