HAVE HAD SO MANY MEMORIES OF WILLIAM POP UP THIS WEEK. AFTER BEING IN THE HOSPITAL FOR ALMOST A WEEK I KNOW THAT HE WAS RIGHT THERE WITH ME. I AM STILL STRUGGLING BUT MOSTLY KEEP IT TO MYSELF, NO REASON WHY I JUST DO. TRIAL WAS POATPONED FROM AUG 31 TO SEPT 21, GO FIGURE. I ASKED MY HUSBAND DOES IT REALLY MATTER TO THE TWO INDIVIDUALS WHO ARE RESPONSIBLE BECAUSE THEY HAVE NOW SETTLED INTO THEIR LIVES BEING INCARCERATED. GOD HOW I MISS WILLIAM I ALWAYS THINK NOW THAT SEEING HIM AGAIN WOULD NEVER BE ENOUGH TIME FOR ME.....MAYBE THATS BEING SELFISH BUT I JUST WANT HIM BACK PERIOD. I MISS WRESTLING WITH HIM, BUT MOST OF ALL HEARING HIM YELL. "HEY MOMMY" GOD IT HURTS MY HEART TO KNOW THAT MY SON IS GONE FOREVER.
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