My big sister- my best friend, a joker, a party animal, a mom, sister,aunt,wife,daughter,best friend,animals lover,gossip partner..I could go on and on about what my life lacks now. I kinda hate life now..an important part of me is gone forever and I think it sucks! Ugggggg..its just to hard to describe. I dont wanna think about it ever..but it still comes like the flu or something hurtfull. Like a punishment...untill I die. I am mad she is gone..I wanna hit something hard.
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