I'VE HAD A TERRIBLE TIME WITH DEPRESSION SINCE MY SISTER DIED. BUT WHAT IS HAPPENING KNOW IS I GO FROM FEELING OKAY ALL WEEK WHILE I'M WORKING AND BUSY!! BUT ON THE WEEKENDS THE DEPRESSION HITS HARD. I GO FROM FEELNG OKAY TO WANTING TO END IT ALL. IT'S JUST LIKE A SWITCH IS BEING TURNED ON. ONCE THIS HAPPENS I FEEL HELPLESS TO THE BLACK CLOUD OF DEPPRESSION. AT SOME POINT IT LIFTS AND I GO BACK TO FEELING LIKE MYSELF. THE FACT THAT I HAVE SO LITTLE CONTROL OVER IT, IS REALLY SCARY. DOES ANYONE ELSE EXPERIENCE THIS?????
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