I lost my mom this january from terminal cancer. I am an only child raised by a single mother so I feel that I am grieving on my own. No father or siblings to carry the grief or bond with about the loss. I also fell in love for the first time riht about when my mother got sick. Lately I feel my grief has become so unpredictable. I am so moody, sad and angry and I have been taking it out on my boyfriend. My libido is so low I can\'t tell if it is from the grief or lack of sexual attraction in my boyfriend. I feel there is a wall inbetween me and him because I am not prepared to love someone and lose someone so suddenly again. I feel almost desperate because I see myself sabotaging a perfectly amazing relationship because of my fear. I was wondering if anyone else has gone through a similar situation? How do you love without the fear of loss? How does your loved one accept that your behavior is the grief and not your genuine self? I need answers and most people I know have not had to deal with death and can\'t give them to me.
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I want to thank all of you who have been supportive and continue to support me and my family. We buried my youngest son a week ago and still wander around in a daze and in shock. We hang on to each other and pray for strength to make it through each day. Thank you for your support, your prayers, and your hugs. Most of all, thank you for being my friends when I feel so very alone