I swear, it has been almost three years since my Dad passed away from Lung Cancer--and I still have several times a day where I just cry and cry. I know that my Severe Depression kicked off following my Dad's death--I am just beginning to wonder if this will last for the rest of my life or what??? I just want to get to the point where I can smile when I think of my Dad and not bawl like a baby--I will always miss him, but it seems that by now I should be past this point--Grief is just a very strange and difficult process, I guess.
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