in 4 years, i have lost my soon to be sister in law to a car accident her truck flipped over onto her in a accident killing her. that same year i lost my grandma (Moms mom) very close to her she had a surgery and never talked to her again. then that year my little brother and only brother or sibling i have to a car accident on new years eve his car burned and so did he and i think about it all the time. a year and half later my brother in law to a drunk driver killed him instantly and then my grandma died in her sleep having a asthma attack (dads mom) and just this september my dad to lukemia. i seen him pass i held his hand and i think about it all the time. i miss them and just want to talk to people tha tbeen through the same situations. i want to quit taking it out on my husband and kids.
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