My best friend died in her bathtub on Monday.. I've gotten throught the funeral but don't know how I'm going to live without her too... I've had so much loss ... in 2002 a divorce..in 2003 my dad died..and a close cousin.. in 2005 my mom died.. in 2006 my father in law died (almost like my dad dying all over again)and another friend died... in 2007 my mother in law died... and now in 2008 my best friend dies... it just feels like I am getting better and at the last stage of grief when another death comes my way.. people tell me God doesn't give you too much to handle but I am so exhausted... I already suffer with depression so it makes it even harder... I'm finding coping hard... how did you get through the grief?