My daddy died 5 years ago. My heart aches for him. I try to move on but grief is disabling me. I feel there is nothing to live for without him by my side. why, dad, why? You promised never to leave me........and here I sit all on my own. Nobody in life to turn to, Maybe I should come to be with you dad, we can run through paradise and I shall be happy once more, I want to be with you so much daddy, this pain does not heal it gets worse and worse. I wish death would envelope me so we can be togther again.
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