I lost mom in Aug 2000, lung cancer. Dad in April 2005, and my brother John from melanoma in March 2006. I question everyday how and why a god can take away my entire family like that. I can't sleep, I don't dream about them. I am here alone and it really hurts. I am afraid to get involved with someone because they too might leave me in one way or another. I have so many questions and very little answers. Thank all of you for letting me vent.
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