I’m new to this web site. I lost my only son on 10/3/2017 in a car accident that was caused by his friend. It’s been very hard for myself and my sons girlfriend of 7 years and his 6 year old daughter. I’m trying to stay strong for them but it’s very hard. It’s not easy to talk to family and friends. I feel like they don’t understand at times.
I feel so cut off of what used to seem a close knit family. I mourn the loss of my brothers and sister, but I've tried keeping in touch and they don't reciprocate. I feel that they have no love for me. I wish it didn't bother me, but it does and I have to go through the steps of grief in order to recover. I just found out that a cousin of ours passed away last week and no one notified me,...
I was doing really well up to now .but I just found out I failed a certification exam for the third time .its killing my psychy .my head is going nuts and I don’t know what to .i just want to disapear .if I could I would go to sleep but it’s to early so now I have to stay awake and battle what ever crazy thoughts come out of my head .any advice or anyone free to chat .i need help :(