Feb 27 of this year I watched my spouse pass away from a massive heart a tack and everything I tried didn't work...He was my solemate we were together for almost 18 years I was just barely 19 years old when we got married...We did everything together he was my knight and shining armor..He has helped make me who I am today and without him I do not know how to go on without him.. No matter how hard I try to get up and keep myself busy I relive that night.........I was told that with time things would get easier and to me it is seems like everyday it gets harder and harder to be with out him..... But I do know that I have to keep trying for the well being of my kids and grandkids....... 37 years old and I don't know what to do.
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