how do you explain a loss of a sibling to those who haven't? she was my little step sister but in our family we don't step anything ya know, she was beautiful, just graduated high school last year, just beginning to start life she died at 18, when we got the call on christmas day i was prepared for it to me my dad because he has had problems with his heart i wasn't prepared for this. My little bro came home on leave from colorado and they were going to their grandparents house they decided to come home early and surprise their mom for christmas, this road that it happend on my brother wasn't famliar with it was raining like mad and he didn't know there was a curve at the top of the hill, he lost control spun around hit a power pole on her side killing her instantly, the only good thing is it was fast, it's the pain that us left behind have to deal with that extremly hurts. Im in sorrow i can't explain, and this isn't the only thing stressful going on in my life but right now it's at the top of my list of being the worst. Im mad at GOD, im mad at the world im just plain MAD!!! i don't know what stage im in i just know im in it.
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