We lost our girl Jasmin on good friday. She went to her old boyfriends house. Locked herself in the bathroom and shot herself in the head. She was 25 yrs old. Yesterday was her birthday. No good bye notes, nothing. How do I continue? Everyone keeps telling me I have to go on I haave a little boy to take care of. I know this. But my head won't turn off. I see her without closing my eyes, the hospital horrific seeing her there talking to organ donation teams. It's too much. I did it. Donated organs, there is no comfort in this for me. It didn't have to be this way. She didn't have to do this. She's my baby. Oh please if anyone can help me find some peace.
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