I lost my granddad 2 months ago today to termminal prostate cancer and i am devastated. i was really close to him. he used to come over almost everyday. everyone tells me that i'm either overreacting to my loss or I'm making it bigger than it is. I don't get why i'm feeling this way. i feel like there's nothing to live for I can't focus on anything i do and sometimes i space out for long periods of time and won't answer to anyone. It feels like i cant do homework or school work no matter how hard i try i write a couple of words and then completely forget what i'm doing. i just feel like giving up i feel like noone understands me and everyone thinks that since he was only my grandad i shouldn't be reacting this way. im only 15 and this is my frist loss i rly dont know how to deal. It just feels like i cant do simple tasks. i need him back :(
please help me!
please help me!
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