i cant get over it. Im sitting at home day in day out and really really upset. i dont feel like doing anything. im tired but cant sleep. I stop myself from crying otherwise i will know that it is true. Im in constant denial and will not believe it. I go to the cemetery then pretend i havent been there. I cannot accept she is gone FOREVER, no no no not my lovely and beautiful mum. Even now whilst im writing this i wonder what im doing. thats how crazy ive become.
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