Don't know what's going on but I lost it this morning. Good thing I was home. I just lost it in tears and calling for Mom. It came out of nowhere at a time when I had stopped crying and seemed to be leveling off a bit emotionally. This was so out of the blue, and I just didn't care how I sounded. I'm like a child - calling out for a mother who's not answering me. Without answers, I feel so lost. She was my rock - my true North, as I've heard. I'm not crazy, I'm just hysterically sad and needing to know she's safe....and I'm missing her badly.
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