cant get the image of my SD's dad out of my head.... he died a year ago today of throat cancer, last christmas day i spent three hours holding his hand while he lay there dying he held on through christmas as it was his favourite time of year. then this day last year he died, id made a close bond with him more than ever i the last few days of his life its the first time i ever saw somebody dead and especially someone i cared for the image haunts me i cant get rid of it iremember him as when he was alive and it makes me smile but every now and then the image comes back to me i dont know what to do
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