You know everyone keeps telling me Happy Thanksgiving, But I feel I haven't a whole lot to be thankful for. My Dad is gone. My brother is in another state, I talked to him today, first time in over six months. He isn't doing to well. He and his girlfriend are having troubles. He's talking about coming home without her or his son. My rent isn't paid , my bills are behind. My boyfriend works but we are struggling really, really bad. My couisin is battling colon cancer and is going to die. My daughters birthday is Saturday and I have no money to have a party or anything for that matter. I had to go sign her up for "Toys For Tots" today so she can have some Christmas gifts. I have been crying all day and i'm extremely scared that we are going to have no where to live. Why can't I be a better mother and provide better for my child? Why does life have to take you down and never let you back up? I just don't understand, why why why? Why can't I see any hope or light at the end of the tunnel? Cause life's a dirty bitch and i'm losing this fight .
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