My older brother has been passed for 7 years now and recently I just don't think about him very often. It's odd and I kind of feel bad, I have them days when I get upset but theyre rare and when I hear people talking about their brothers and sisters and little perfect families I feel numb, like it doesn't affect me when in my mind I know I wish I had him back. It's like my mind is telling me I miss him so much but my body just issn't feeling it.
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