I want to know if I am the only one who has become a complete hermit? I only have a few friends who understand me and I only see them once and a while. We all use to live very close but now we are spread out through Los Angeles and San Diego. My husband is gone a lot. I talk to him but when he's gone I get so sad. Los Angeles can be a very lonely place. My Dad and sister and some good friends live back east. I try to talk to my sister through email or on the phone but she is a very cold woman. I talk to my Dad but if I become too upset than he gets worried about me and the last thing I want to do is upset him. He has lost his son and his wife. He has limited mobility due to a stroke. I want to move there and help him but what about my husband and kitties? My kitties are very good listeners. Wish they could talk sometimes. Just really sad right now. I feel like I am broken. If not for you guys I would be running down the street naked with a wig on or something. Totally flipped out. Anyway, thanks for letting me vent.
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