My beautiful fourteen year old daughter just passed away. I miss her so much. I cant get over the silents in the house. She had a hard battle with cystic fibrosis. It was never quite, with the machines and her calling for me all the time. I still hear her call for me. At times i find myself checking on her and she not there. I lose her all over again. I try to keep thinking she is in no more pain and she finally has peace. It still hurts all the same.
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