I went to visit my daughter Friday as I always do and I was not expecting to see her headstone laid down. I was thrown into a state of shock and felt like it was all happening all over again. The rest of the evening was just like that evening in Feb. Just a blurr. It is so hard to see her name on that stone. Makes all feel more real and I can't deal with it just yet. I have to go this Friday and take her the tree and wrealth that I was going to decorate with and I am somewhat scared to do so. I am more confused now than I was. I thought I was getting better what a joke. Any suggestions??? They would sure be appreciated.
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