My name is Kayla, I'm 20 years old and I lost my mom a little over 2 weeks ago. I can't handle how I feel. I want my mom! She was the only friend I had, The only person I had to talk to. I can't pull my self out of this. Her death was so unexpected. I just want to die sometimes, I feel so alone. My mom was everything to me. I have a 7 month old son and My fiance are the only thing keeping me from doing anything. But sometimes I really scare my self and I don't think I can get through this. Sorry if this is so long! Kayla
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