I AM STUCK IN THE ANGER AT MY UNCLE,[MY COUSINS FATHER] HE IS A CHILD MOLESTER AND HE DROVE HER TO HER DEATH NOW THE FAMILY DOES NOT EVEN SAY HER NAME, IT'S LIKE SHE NEVER EXISTED. I FEEL SAFE IN MY ANGER BECAUSE I HAVE ALOT OF PAIN ATTACHED TO HER DEATH. WE WERE BOTH MOLESTED BY MULTIPULE FAMILY MEMBERS, WE WERE THE ONLY TWO THAT FACED "THE GHOSTS IN THE CLOSET" MY UNCLE CALLED HER CRAZY AND TRIED TO CONVINCE ME SHE HAD A DARK EVIL SIDE THAT NO ONE KNEW ABOUT! WHAT AN IDDOIT, HE IS THE EVIL ONE WITH THE DARK SIDE. I NEED TO CRY WHERE ARE THE TEARS SO I CAN HEAL?
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