It has been almost two months now and it still does not seem like my mom is gone. Most of the time it just feels like I haven't seen her in a while. Like she has been on a long vacation. Then something will make me thin of her and that heavy feeling in my chest comes back. This happens all the time. Like today I was driving down the road and I thought " I'm kinda happy today". Then a few minutes later I started to think about my mom and how she loved to shop for plants and work in her yard and I wasn't so happy any more. I know she was 63 and lots of people die at a very young age and never get a chance to live as long as my mom. But she was MY mom and there were so many things she wanted to do.
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