IN 1975 I LOST MY BELOVED GRANDPA FRANCIS, LONG BATTLE WITH 21 DIFFERENT KINDS OF CANCERS.1978 MY FRIEND STEFFIE,SHE WAS 16,1979 I WAS BRUTALLY RAPED AND LEFT FOR DEAD, I SURVIVED. WHY? 1980 MY LITTLE BROTHER,MY BEST FRIEND AND PROTECTOR HE WAS ONLY 18. 1984,MY UNCLE,1985 MY GRANDPA HARLAN, 1991, GRANDMA NELLIE, 1994 GRANDMA JOLLY,1998 MY BEST FRIEND JACK. 2003 AUNT SUE, 2004, AUNT JUDY AND UNCLE DICK AND 2006 MY MOTHER NEARLY ALL MY GREAT AUNTS AND UNCLES AND SECOND COUSINS ARE ALSO GONE. I THINK OF ALL OF THEM EVERYDAY. MOST OF THE TIME I AM SMILING THINKING OF THE GOOD TIMES WITH THEM. SOMETIMES I CRY ALOT!!!!!!!!! i DREAM AND THEY COME TO ME AND I FEEL BETTER. BUT THEN DAY TIME COMES AND THE PAIN IS ALWAYS THERE. I JUST WONDER WHY THEM AND NOT ME?????????????
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