I've been really grieving Jacob who I've been wondering if he died by suiside today as he was always talking suisidal and I went to the Compassionate Friends web site .org and was reading under TCF brochures about suicide and the loss of a child . There are so many articles to read . The address is www.compassionatefriends.org and you can read forever. It's just like going to a meeting almost. I got my flyer today so I guess it inspired me to look it up. I miss Jacob so much and wish I could have said something to wake him up from his drinking lifestyle. He drank a bottle of cough syrup with vikadin in it and mixed it with alcohol and died in his sleep. I just wish I new the truth and if it was an accident or not. It will forever haunt me. Judy.
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