The loss of anyone or anything can affect people greatly and everyone copes in different ways. I need help in coping. I know there are loads of different ways to cope e.g faith, therapy etc. Well I am not religious and I dont believe in life after death. I am now finding it increasingly difficult to shut out the pain and loss of my grandad. Everytime I think of him I cry. Everytime anyone mentions him, I want to cry, but I cant cry infront of them, I dont want people to see me cry about him. When I go to see my grandma its as if my grandad was never there. There is nothing left of him here any more and my memories are fading. I wish I could believe in life after death, even if it was to talk to him one last time. But theres nothing there and I need something xxxx
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