The funerals today!i walked over his house and tried to rember every detail of our last few conversations(before he got sick)! i sat on his porch this morning,everyones already gone!I am feeling extreme atachment to his body!i dont want them to buriy it.Then i have the adults say he's not in his body he's in heaven!yes i no this im not 3,lol But its like if they were coming to take the hard hat he alway wear!The hard hats not blue but its apart of him ive grown attached to!does that make since!i used to always sit and play with his arm hair and i just kept thinking let me hug him one last time!Is that wierd to wana spend as time with the body before they take forever? thanks,jordyn
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