I miss my uncle so very much hes been gone 7 months and It doesnt get any easier. He was such a loveable teddy bear who would give anyone the shirt off his back. I had a dream about him the other day he was at my grandfathers house sitting in the chair he liked and for some reason we had a fight, my grandfather asked me to make amends and I looked straight at him and said I cant hes dead remember. My uncle and I never fought and we were very close so I dont understand it. Maybe I still have guilt over his death and the fact that if I had been around more I could have helped somehow. I miss my uncle and theres nothing I can do I want him back and I cant.
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