He had CF but we thought he was just in for a "tune-up" but I had to pull the plug and he died in my arms. It was just the 2 of us and I'm soooo lost as to what to do now? We had been doing his list; living his dreams, I don't know what to do now??? My mom stayed for a few days but everyone is a few states away, I can move because I'm only in LA for his acting. I don't care about anything! I have no will left, no desire, no nothing. I wouldn't mind being with him but know I'll have to wait till it's my time. I am just so lost ... and sooo sad ... empty inside. Help?
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