It\'s been 3 mths and 2 dys since my husband passed away. The whole situation is just to much. I hear the officer like it was yesterday. They told me that he committed suicide. My heart just started hurting. I couldn\'t believe my ears. They wouldn\'t let me view his body, how could they tell me he did that. The next day they said that it was ruled his death undetermined.As an accicentle misfiring of his gun, But the manufacturee said it\'s impossble. The gun has a drop safety. Still to this day I will never know what really happened. I can\'t sleep, eat, and I constantly choke on holding back the tears. I don\'t know which reason I\'m crying for. I\'m mad, angry, hurt, depressed, feel lonely. I hurt for my kids 13,6,4, and 2. What to do
Posts You May Be Interested In
We seem to be getting a number of people, new members and people who don't seem to be bipolar either telling people to use "treatments" other than meds, implying meds aren't needed or that you can add further chemical based treatments (like herbal suppliments bought on the net) without discussing it first with a pharmacist, doctor or other proper medical practitioner.Jan and I are extremely...
What would YOU do if you won the lottery? If I won I would find a program or place that treats the WHOLE body, not just with chemicals or talk therapy, to find a mental health regimen that would FINALLY work for me. I would work to get off of my meds altogether. (Years and years of taking meds that don't help have left me frustrated and fairly angry.) Treatment for mental illness is not for the...