This past Monday I buried my wife. Cancer finally took her after a fight lasting over 10 years. I knew that the cancer would someday take her, and we had 10 more years than originally expected but I was still not ready. I miss her so very much and break down crying even when talking to strangers on the phone. I know that time will heal, but I can't even think of tomorrow. Even with wonderful family and friends around me I still feel so alone and empty.
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