I need to get these out I keep think it my falut my mom is die . I was home with her she went to the hopstel firday but, she was not do any better at all the hopstel did not even check her suger by saterday moring I had to take to a diffter hopstel. I told them that she was dibte and that she went firday to the hopstel they sent her home wiht some meds if I had not work firday I would have made them check her suger but I was work win she went to the hopstel firday. I knew she was sick but I did not bad . I try call her faimly they told me it was not that bad that were on there way . My mom suger was 1600 they got down to 1400 but she had a sicer I was in the room know was there but me I wach the doc do cpr on her I start yell why help her plz . The nures had to take me out of the room I heard the doc say cold blue . I should have took her sooner to the hopstel they could have saved her it all my fault I hate my sefl . Why did these happen I just 23. I ask were was God . I sorry to share these but I have to get it out some how . it it realy my falut that mom is go could I have done some thing to save her ?? I hate my self soooo much for not see how bad she realy was it all my falut that is dead
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