THIS ROLLER COASTER RIDE OF DEPRESSION IS SO OVERWHELMING. I JUST WANT MY SISTER BACK, I WANT TO, WANT, TO DO SOMETHING. I'M SO TIRED OF PRETENDING TO BE OKAY. SOMEONE ON HERE SAID, "IT'S PRETTY PATHETIC IF ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS SIT THERE ALL DAY AND READ PEOPLES JOURNALS" WELL HE IS RIGHT, IT IS PATHETIC. THIS COMPUTER HAS BECOME MY LIFE NOW, BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING. I HAVE GOOD INTENTIONS EVERY DAY UNTIL THE DEPRESSION CREEPS UP ON ME LIKE SOME KIND OF MONSTER. I HAVE WORKED ALL MY LIFE, NOW I SIT HERE MOST DAYS JUST CRYING. THANKS FOR LISTENING. LISA
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