I have never been here before but I don't have anyone to talk to. Today is the anniversary of my mothers death. She thought she had a cold and a sore throat. She went to the hospital and by the next morning she was in an induced coma on life support She fought for 13 days before they took her off life support. Among a number of other problems she had at least 3 cancers. The only person in my life I could talk to was my best friend since I was 8. Less than 8 months later my best friend got a terrible headace. She too went to the hospital and was transferred to the same city hospital as my mother, same ICU and everything. She was also put on life support, just a few weeks later she was also taken off life support and died. There is literally no one for me to talk to anymore. My family wont discuss it and I just dont have any friends who will listen. I don't know what to do anymore. It just gets worse and I've never been so alone.
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