My dad has recently died of a sudden heart attack at the age 39. I am only 16 years old and I cannot face my life without him, everything I do makes me cry because its memories of him and our life. I have got to put on a face and stay strong for my mother, who has already lost her son, best friend, dad and cousin all in one car crash. My baby brother is only 2 years old and keeps asking for daddy. My boyfriend is forever sleeping and isn't supporting me, as well as this ive found out he is talking to his ex girlfriend. Here i am trying to support my family and keep strong for dads funeral on friday but I have no one here to help me, the whole world is still turning and im stuck in time and I can't cope. Im taking diazipan for anxiety and sleeping tablets and everything I eat will not stay down. Im so alone.
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