It has been 1 year and 3 months since I lost my beloved Mom. I live with my dad but he does not understand my grief! There are days I just do not care if I see tomorrow! He hates it when I cry. I do not havea any family members but a distant niece. SOMETIMES, THE PAIN IS SO OVERWHELMING! It seems like I lost my whole life in my Mom's passing and I can not move forward. Some of u on DS have moved on and I feel sometimes like I am stuck on stage 1 - denial. I felt very down today as it was my birthday and stayed home and was in a very nbad mood! I did not want any phone calls wuith birthday wishes, as I knew they did not really mean it. My friend and niece. I hate it when people do things because they thinbk they should and not from the heart!! Anyway, It is almost over and I still do not care!!
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