I lost my best friend. He and I had been in a relationship for 12 years. I saw him everyday and talked to him 5 to 6 times a day. He made me feel young and beautiful. We were both married to other people and have families. I miss him so much I am going crazy. But there is no one I can talk to about this. I want to know the detail of his death and I don't even know that. He died of a massive heart attack, he was only 57. I miss him every minute. Help
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