My best friend/mother passed away on October 13, 2006 aka worst day of my life. Im only a freshman in college. I have a whole life ahead of me and this is just tearing me apart. Im here balling my eyes out because i dont know what to do with myself and im seeking help. i lived on campus at my university and we are back home for winter break and everything is her. everyday of my life its her. i know you are suppose to let go, but thats so easier said than done. then its like i have no one to talk to. everyone i try talking to it seems like it makes no difference. ive never felt a pain like this and its killing me.
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