My mother died a suffering death from cancer on March 29, 2008. She also suffered from the backstabbing character of my ex-stepfather in her last days of life. My mother and I were the best of friends, more like sisters. She was the only best friend on thsi earth I had. Now the world and life seems like a blur. I somehow wish it was me who could have taken the place of my mom. I am cold and alone here now with feelings of pain and sorrow. I used to be optimistic about my future and wanting to live life to the fullest. But everything I had hoped for has now faded to black. Why live?
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