This pain is so unbearable. Why would a God take a child from it's Mother?, He was only 27, He has 4 kids one just 3 days old when he died. Why not me?, I can't breathe anymore, heck, I don't even want to. I can't find any support groups. I sit home all day alone. AND CRY!!!, I am tired, if I didn't have my other son I would just give up. I hate this new life. I QUIT!!!
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