I just lost my daddy on June 16th, a week ago today, we buried him Monday and I had to get up Tuesday morning and start decorating for my daughter Bethney's wedding, she got married last night, everything was beautiful, just like my daddy would have wanted, now that the wedding is over, the grief has set in. I pray everyday for strenght and yes I get through each day, but the hurt is so BAD. There is this empty feeling in my heart, I feel numb inside. I miss my daddy so much. I need some help!!!
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