Ok so this my first time on here- I'm hoping I'm not a complete idiot for doing this. I don't open up to people very well, but I have this feeling that I should do something or I'm gonna crack sooner or later. I'm on here bcause my mom died back in august. I have NO other family and my mom and I weren't even speaking for years before her death. I got a call from the sheriff's office to let me know she was in the hospital and then she was gone within 2 weeks. At least I did get a chance to see her and talk TO her before she left, but she was never concious for any of it (though I know in my heart she did hear me). For the most part, I can keep the feelings of guilt at bay (why didn't I call her, I should've known something was wrong) but in a way it doesn't even feel like she is gone. Denial, I guess. I don't know- I just think I need somebody to talk to that understands and hopefully I find that here
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