well,it happened again robin was/is pregnant but one of are babies came out and ones still in and shes leaving me i think..i was in shock, didn't want it to happen again...i f@#$ed up royally, i was sleeping and she woke me up and went to the bathroom and she said dont tell me that is what it looks like...i said it don't look like it but i knew it was...i was so scared i just went back to bed while she was boiling over that was stupid of me i need to be left if i do shit like that,shes leaving me because i was totally stupid and wasn't there for her like i was with the other 2 miscarriages i took some nyquil and i was tired but thats becide the point i am a worthless daddy...i let robin down when she needed me the most...and will never forgive myself for hurting her worse than she already is
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