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Oh no, today I woke up unable to recall the sound of Terrill's voice. Lately, I have noticed that I don't feel his presence around me, gently guiding and protecting me. Today, as I sit at work, I feel totally and utterly ALONE. Friday will be 2 months without him. I'm so afraid of Friday. Why can't I hear his voice. He promised to never leave me...but he has physically and it seems like spiritually as well. I am freaking out! I long to hear his voice. I long to feel his touch. I had an odd dream (which is detailed in my journal) where he asked me to love him with tears in his eyes. I do love him. I am so in love with him still. Death is a monster we all must face. Today, I am not feeling hope for Friday. What do I do? Has he removed himself from me in an attempt to help me recover? Why can't I hear him in my mind anymore? Why does Friday have to come?
Today, I feel so, so, so alone.
Invictus5
Today, I feel so, so, so alone.
Invictus5
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BUT - the memory of her voice returned. Along with other memories.
After time, the memories become sweeter and less painful.
The love of your life is still with you. You will carry him in your heart and mind for as long as you survive.
He would NEVER removed himself from you. If he had the ability to do such a thing - I'm sure he would not have the desire.
I would never allow myself to dream about Beth. When she would pop into my dreams, I would remind her that she was dead and she would disappear.
I assume it is my mind's way of trying to protect me from missing her when I wake up.
Your mind and memories will play tricks on you.
The passage of time helps.
I am sending you positive energy and hope the passing days will bring you peace.
Jo :)
troublesome times in my life, there is only one set
of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed
you most you would leave me." The Lord replied,
"My son, My precious child, I love you and I would
never leave you. During your times of trial and
suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it
was then that I Carried You."
Perhaps instead of making his presence seem so known to you, he is helping to carry you through right now. You aren't alone, he is still with you. :) I think when a little time has passed and you aren't trying to hard to focus on it, it will all come back.
My heart goes out to you.